oh i am so genius
instead of bottling my emotions i can communicate with loved ones and not build up resentment
i can go from euphoric to extremely depressed and suicidal and vice versa so fast it’s scary
“That’s how you know you love someone, I guess. When you can’t experience anything without wishing the other person were there to see it, too.”
“A physical nausea, prompted by all of life, was born in the moment I woke up. A horror at the prospect of having to live got up with me out of bed. Everything seemed hollow, and I had the chilling impression that there is no solution for whatever the problem may be.”
— Fernando Pessoa, The Book of Disquiet, P. 94
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so yeah what are you supposed to do when you’re at the age where everything you do actually counts for your future but you have 0% of your shit together and are 150% depressed